back to SCHOOL :)

3 days left
I will going back to college on 19th

mum had started using the sad word
no one could help her after this..bla..bla..

I afraid to go back there
there is a lot of things in my mind

can I handle it better than last sem?
how can I faced him?
what should I do?
can I live alone again?
how can I arrange my stuff?

what ever it is
I MUST go back
its my duty
for my future
for my parents

p/s : mishyu my frenz !